i start blogging in 2004 but inactive until 2007...
then i start to blog again and create this blog, i came across this "Permataku" as my blog header when i heard of this song "Permataku by Mirwana" ... i always listen to nasyid for several years, hehe... sometimes nasyid really helps me to calm down, erm i cannot say nasyid can calm me down actually, Allah can help me to calm down...
but, sometimes when you listen carefully to the lyrics, u can suddenly smile, calm, free, happy and so on... seriously... not the cintan cintun lyrics la... the cintan cintun lyrics mybe can makes you feel wanna get married, haha... ces...
here it goes the Permataku's lyrics...
Hafiz: Sunyi...selubungi malam...
Mengusik minda yang terlontar jauh...
Masih hangat terasa ...
Tangan yang membelai yang mengusik manja...
Daku damba kasihmu...
Biar jadi pedoman...
Buat penyuluh jalan kugapai impian...
C/O: Angin...kau nyanyikan lagu...
Untuk permataku...tenang selalu...
Bayu...sampaikan berita...
Daku kini ceria...aman dan bahgia...
Selimutkan rinduku bersama malammu...
Izzat: Hadirlah...kau dalam mimpiku...
Agar kau selalu...ada disisiku...
Rindu belaian kasihmu...Rindu senyumanmu...
Penawar lukaku...
Dengarkan laguku...hadiah untukmu...
Jasa dan baktimu ku kenang selamanya...
C/O:
Bridge: Along: Dikaulah cahaya...
Bila malam menjelma...
Kasihmu membawa ke syurga...
Dan redha yang Esa...
the song and lyrics that very effect me was 'Setelah Aku Dipaling by Rast" u can download the song from 4shared,... and try to listen to the song... i used to be a girl who not perform solah except for maghrib when i was in junior seconday school even i already baligh that time... huh, i dont know why... jahil maybe... zaman jahiliyah i would say...my parents keeps ask me to perfomr solah, but i just.. lalalla...
then when i was in form 3, that was PMR year, hehe...yeah, when u have to sit for major exam, u usually turn back to Allah, i start to pray 5 times daily, Alhamdulillah, but i did not wear my hijab,.. still free hair except to the school, i was prefect, head prefect when i was in form 5, 'wajib' for prefect to wear hijab to school...
thennnnnn... after spm, i made decision to go to matriculation, instead of UTP, i got an offer from UTP to do chemical engineering, scholrship from them, but i did not want to... huh, dat time, only medic in my mind, maybe, so i decided to go to matriculation... maybe there's a hikmah there, when i was in first sem in matriculation, i have to take agama lesson, erm for one sem only... then there i start to know agama better... i got A2 in spm for agama but i did not practice agama like i should practice...
matriculation really change me, i luv KMPP, the ustazah who taught me agama is Puan Latifah, i got to know agama better, Alhamdulillah, i start to wear hijjab until now, no short sleeves, no free hair... and Alhamdulillah it;s remain until now... fuh,..
it.s makes me think that people can change, by enviornenment, time, frieinds... and it is in you, yourself... to change or not...
i received one sms today, very bad news, my a very bestfriend i could say, his mom, just passed away due to breast cancer... Takziah for his family, how sad i am, i knew his mom suffered from breast cancer since 5 years ago, when i was in 2 year in medical school, now i already finished medical school, then i heard this news... really sad, i hope he strong to proceed life without his mom... Takziah Dzul... i knew him since after spm if im not mistaken and start to get closed when i was in matrics... hurm... i dontknow what to say... i only can show my sympathy but he;s the one who has to face it... i hope he strong...
i dont know what happen to me today that makes me write this long in my blog.. hehe...
yeah, suit with the header, "di kala jemariku ingin menulis..." hehe... yeah...
azz arhazza musir...
