2015...

wooww... wooww ... and wooow...

it's 2015 now... and i havent updaye any in my 2014 year...

very very very bad things happened to me

i was so sad... i am so sad until now

oh Allah... pls forgive me anything i had done wrong...

i feel like I'm not myself anymore

feel ashamed of myself

but maybe all those things happened make me turn back to Allah...

so sad...

i wanna be me... a new me... Help me Allah...




Azz Arhazza Musir

end of the year...

hello my blog...  im at lcct now...

lepaking at coffee bean... while  waiting for the flight...

to kota kinabalu...

today is dec 29th... few days left before we move to 2014

few days left before my age up to 29... hihi...

through out this year...

- change handphone from blackberry torch to samsung note 2
- went to beijing
- finish my housemanship training in hosp seri manjung on may 3rd
- posted to 94 hat for a month and a half
- posted to 3 RMR on july 15th
- went for MODO
- bought mcbook pro
- went for ops
- bought a house ... processing... in syaa Allah...

so what my next year life going to be? ... really hope all is well...

although this year is not wonderful  years for me... lots of tears... but still gratefull... thankfull... hopefully more enjoy and precious moment will come to me...

soulmate...? getting married...? i do not know... O.. Allah... pls help me to find my soulmate soon... who will complete us each other... who really care for me n my family and hope i will feel the same way too to his family... in syaa Allah... if he really for me, pls show to me ya Allah... ameen...


also hope this coming years i will more stable in  financially... emotionally... hehe...




azz arhazza musir...

me...

new me now... phase of recovery...

hope i can face it very well...

ya Allah... You know what best for me...

pls remind me always that i have You in any condition... good or bad...

Ameen... in syaa Allah...


La Tahzan Zahra, patience is great...

August...2013...

Holla... this is my very first time entry for this year... I almost forgot about my blog now... I dunno why I can forget her... she used to be my online diary since 2004...

Im in lok kawi camp kota kinabalu sabah now... nearly one month now... still adjusting... adapting... acceptin... kinda hard but Im gonna be fine in syaa Allah...

I look back my previos entries... lots of change in me now... getting older... getting maturer... hehe... time goes by as it should be...

Now im back to my green uniform... no more white coat... no more running here running there... no more emotional torture ...

But... now ... I miss those days... I miss those tiring hectting day... it used to scare me... but now I miss it... my ho time... surely we will miss what happen to us before... I can say that time was my good old days... frankly speaking I dun wan to go back to that time again... let it be one of the moment to remeber... yeah...


Till now then... see ya soon...


Azz arhazza musir...

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azz arhazza musir

missin...

miss my blog...

really do...

really dun have time meh?

urgh...

wat a life right now...

so tiring...

need time, to unwind... T_T




azz arhazza musir...

happy new year...

happy new year readers...

it's been a long time i havent update my blog...

lots of story to tell actually...

but... hurm...


later lah... later tu bile...? tah...


azz arhazza musir...

jom lagu new year...

azz arhazza musir...

nuffnang ku...

tak memberangsangkan sangat ler...


uhuks, tak cukup traffic nih... alahai...

macamana nak beli handbag ni kalau macam ni je amaunt...

ekekekke....

semangat2 Zahra... pikirkan cara...

but then... how...?




azz arhazza musir...

Nuzul Quran...

turun nya Al-Quran...

hari ni cuti...public holiday...

punya la suke...

rasa tak mau bangun dari tidur, hehehe...

tapi...rasa x produktif pulak...

niat nak baca buku tu ada, tapi tinggal niat je la... buka nye tak...

karang plan lepas asar nak pergi Tesco...

nak cari contact lense...

untuk raya... hehehe...

minggu depan dah start cuti dah...

lama kot... 2minggu, ahaks...!

sengih je aku masa HOD tanya betul ke nak cuti 2 minggu...

end of posting maa... ^_o

hari ni nak makan ape yer?

buka forum, tengok bod Food N Recipe...

sedap pulak tengok resepi, aneka pasta...

esp spagetthi bolognese and lasagna...

favourite tuh...

alahai, bile la bole buat yer...hehe...




azz arhazza musir...

weekend

weekend ni...

sangat tak produktif...

tdo je...

penat oncall kot...?

tapi takde la bz sgt...

adeh...

esok keje, malas pulak...

zahra2... sejak bile ko rajen?

berubahla erk...

hehe...





azz arhazza musir...

kisah on call...

semalam...

aku oncall...

seperti biasanya...

pukul 7 malam tetiba ada admission... tiga...

so okay lah, aku amik satu, kawan aku lagi dua orang amik setiap satu gak...

then after pukul 9 gitu my senior kate kena buat T&S (jahit) kt satu pakcik ni... so aku pun oklah...

pakcik ni very nice, baik...

sambil aku jahit luka pakcik ni aku pun sembang sembang la...

die keep cerita pasal arwah anak dia, perempuan, macamana bole terjadi eksiden, camna boleh meninggal...

umur anak die sebaya aku... then die kata kat isteri die, aku sebaya anak die, die tgk aku ...die cam terkejut... aku senyum je la, tak kesa...

macam2 la cerita....

esoknya, means hari ni, lepas aku review patients lain, aku review pakcik ni....

adala abang and anak dia yang lain jugak...

sembang nye sembang sambil reivew pakcik ni, die tunjuk gambar arwah anak perempuan dia....

dia kate macam aku, aku tengok, mmg macam aku, terkejut jugak... now aku leh relate nape isteri dia terkejut semalam, sebab dia kate, anak2 dia pun kate muka aku macam muka arwah kakak diorang, kakak diorang anak sulung...

and yang terkejut nya jugak, anak dia meninggal masa 6 ogos <-- which is 6 ogos tu adalah bithday aku... aku terkejut, diorang lagi terkejut, besday anak dia 3.10 insyaAllah...

diorang nampak sangat sedih dengan kehilangan tu, kalau aku pun mesti aku sedih jugak kan, dah setahun dah la pergi...

tu lah... tak sangka benda macam ni jadi kan...?






azz arhazza musir...

first day...

today...

My very first day of fasting...

Ahaks...!

At Seri Manjung somemore...

In Malaysia somemore...

Last year, still in Indo... hehe...

First time today...

I went to bazaar...

My friend wanna buy nasi kukus ayam dara...

So we went to bazaar ramadhan near billion,,,

Me bought the same food with her...

Together with air jagung...

Then we went home...

Recite Al Quran... first day as well...

Recite bout 100 sentence...

Then... now...

Updating the blog...

It's been a long time haven't update it...

...

Later...

...




Azz arhazza musir...

married...?

yesterday was my birthday...

and people keep asking me when i wanna get married...

at first, i just laughed...

but then... it's kinda stressfull for me...

haiya...

later oke... not now...

i will, but later...

dunno when...

huehue...


azz arhazza musir...

Happy Birthday Zahra...

Happy Birthday Zahra...

May Allah bless you always...

insyaAllah...


azz arhazza musir...

Terendak lagi...

saya di Terendak lagi....

tak tau untuk berapa lama...

hopefully untuk seminggu je lah...

semoga minggu depan dah tau penempatan houseman...

insyaAllah...

ameen...




azz arhazza musir...